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Sunday, 04 October 2009

  • Um, wow, it's been 2 months?

    Not a whole lot going on 'round here.

    Dad came and left last week. We had a ton of fun together. Most alone time I think we've ever had. It was great.

    7 million maps are due tomorrow. I worked 7 hours yesterday in hopes of getting everything done. Unfortunately, I was just out of my vibe and feel like I got next to nothing accomplished. Can't go in to work today because of other planned activities. Hopefully we'll get everything done tomorrow.

    After we meet that 7 million map deadline, we'll get going on another 7 million map project (which I'm heading) along with a 238,000 map project (also I'm heading). We're also producing tons and tons of other types of maps at the same time, but the 7.238 million maps are what I'm mostly concerned about and I really don't have anything to do with anything else, at this point anyway.

    I've kinda given up on blogging. I do have a blog that I update on a semi-regular basis. So if you prefer to follow me there, feel free.

    I'll try to update this more often than every two months, but can't make any promises.

    ~Megs~

Sunday, 09 August 2009

  • Soo....the boyfriend and I broke up.

    I told him that I needed space. He didn't understand why. So instead of saying that he'd back off a bit, he said he'd give me 2 weeks to figure things out (he was going to come out at the end of August to visit and wanted an answer a week before so he knew whether he should come out or not). We prayed together and then hung up.

    That was friday.

    Yesterday I was thinking about the situation all morning. About 1:30 yesterday afternoon I get a TEXT from him simply stating "I am done". Nothing else. No explanation, no phone call, no nothing. I texted him and asked him what that meant. No response. So I gave him a call. No response.

    Facebook truly tells all. I got onto his facebook and it said his relationship status was single. Guess I got my answer then.

    We only went out for 2 weeks, so it's not like a big thing or anything. I'm not really all that upset. What I am upset about though is getting dumped via a text. A TEXT. And it's not like he said, "hey, this isn't going to work for me, so I've decided to give you indefinite space". There was no explanation attached and left me wondering what he meant.

    Let me just say, if any of my guy friends break up with their girlfriend via text, I am officially revoking your Man Card. It is cowardly to break up with a girl that way. If you live within 100 miles of the person you are seeing, you should drive to her and break up with her. If you live further than that, at the bare minimum a phone call is required. Breaking up via text or email is utterly wrong. No one likes breaking up with someone. I usually do the dumping (not on purpose, but I just come to realize they're not the ones for me), so I know it's not easy. But never would I actually text someone and just say "I am done" if I was in any way serious with them.

    Am I bitter? Yeah, maybe just a smidgen. Am I relieved? Yeah, just a smidgen. I'm also glad that I found out now, rather than 4 months down the road that he would act like he did. And as the saying goes, it's better to have liked and lost than to never have liked at all.

    ~Megs~

Tuesday, 04 August 2009

Thursday, 23 July 2009

  • Well, goooolllllie, it's been a while.

    July has just flown thus far. Probably because I spent 1/3 of the month vacationing. Although it's flown by, it seems like it's been months since the 4th of July.

    Work is going splendidly. I have ~7million maps going into production (hopefully) next week. They were supposed to go out 2 weeks ago, but they've been pushed back. Which is good, because there's all these last minute details that I wasn't aware that had to be done before everything goes. Hopefully everything won't hit the fan when it does finally go.

    Anyway, July 8 I left for OKC. Literally spent 48 hours in OKC (midnight to midnight) before heading to Galveston with a couple of OKC parish's young adult groups and a priest for a mexican cruise/retreat. It was seriously awesome. It was a self-guided retreat. We read the book of Jonah and had a 30 minute discussion before being left with questions to ponder on our own. I was kinda skeptical about how a self-guided retreat would work, especially on a cruise ship where you have so many distractions. But surprisingly, any alone time I had, I actually contemplated the questions given. Whether anyone else did that, I don't know. But it was pretty cool, either way. We had Mass twice (Sunday and Wednesday)...both times in the Chinatown themed bar.

    I can't wait for the next retreat (in February, in Las Vegas....my friends who are leading it are considering making it a national retreat...anyone 21+ years of age who's interested, let me know and I'll pass it along).

    Anyway, after I got off the boat, I had to immediate head for IAH because I had a 1pm flight to Chicago. Got to Chicago at ~4. My aunt and uncle picked me up, as my mom, dad and sister were at a cousins house visiting with my mom's side of the family in one of the 'burbs of Chicago. Crashed at my aunt and uncles house that evening, and then had a cousin's wedding (also mom's side of the family) the next night. I was stuck at "the kids table" for the dinner/dance. Actually, it was the "cousins table"...no kids were allowed at the dinner. But it felt weird not being seated next to my parents. One of my cousins kept feeding me margaritas. I have no idea why. I had 7 of them...at one point I had 3 in front of me.

    Had to be on a flight at 10:20 the next morning to fly back to baltimore. Wanted to give myself an extra day to recouperate from the vacation before heading back to work on Monday.

    Turns out Sunday I ended up going to the National's vs. Cubs baseball game with my cousin and her husband and son, along with her brother (also my cousin) who flew in from Chicago so he could go see the game. Final score: Natl's 2, Cubs 11. The top of the 4th lasted 45 minutes.

    This week has gone by VERY quickly. I can't believe tomorrow's already friday. Looking forward to sleeping in on Saturday.

    I think I'm going to head to bed. I'm pretty tired.

    ~Megs~

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

  • Currently
    The Way of St. Francis: The Challenge of Franciscan Spirituality for Everyone
    By Murray Bodo
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    The Way of St. Francis

    I'm not a fan of reading. I'm willing to admit that.

    But, I'm in the process of reading The Way of St. Francis by Murray Bodo, O.F.M. and it is one of the most insightful books I have read in a very long time.

    I started reading it 2 weeks ago when I was at the beach and I'm almost 1/3 of the way done (yeah, doesn't sound like much, but for me, who hasn't read a book for fun in 3 years, it's quite impressive).

    Brother Murray is interesting himself. He has spent almost his entire life trying to live as St. Francis did. He wrote that nowadays it's pretty much impossible to live as St. Francis did. But living simple is still achievable. I have learned so much about St. Francis through the reading that I have done. I knew he was the patron saint of animals, but I didn't know why. I didn't know that he saved every single piece of paper with writing on it and never crossed out a misspelled word or thought because it might be God communicating. I didn't know that he was born to wealth and later rejected it (and his father in the process) to go live outside the village walls.

    I never knew that St. Clare and St. Francis were friends. I knew they were from the same area (Assisi), but I thought it was mere coincidence.

    I found myself wishing I had a highlighter with me at the beach because there was so much insight I wanted to be able to go back and re-read it. So I resulted to dog-earring the pages. So far, 12 pages are dog-earred and I'm only to page 50.

    So, what are these insightful passages, you ask? One is currently my facebook status. For others, you'll have to read the book. But I'll leave you with this:

    A canon of Franciscan prayer:
    " Make all your time a holy leisure in which to inscribe wisdom in your heart. When visitors or any other business disturbs you, it is better to interrupt your prayer than to end them. Then, afterwards, you can return to them again in your deepest center. Retreat to places of solitude where not only your soul, but also your body, can relax with God. When you experience the presence of the Lord, do not disclose this hidden manna, lest others become ware of the Bridegroom's touch. Direct your attention and affection with your whole being to the one thing you are asking of the Lord, so that you are not so much praying as becoming yourself a prayer. Do not neglect any visitation of the Spirit. Even when some business is pressing or you are on a journey, take time to respond to the touches of grace; taste the sweet manna in frequent snatches. When you go on a journey, always stop to pray, remembering the story of Francis returning from Rome int he rain and how he dismounted his horse and stood for a long time in the drenching rain. For he used to say, 'If the body tranquilly takes its food together, which together with the body will become the food of worms, how peacefully and tranquilly should not the soul take its food, which is God himself.'
    "Keep this story before you: One Lent Francis made a small vase, using only his spare time, so that he would not be completely absorbed with it. Then one day, while he was praying, he turned to look at the vase, and felt that his interior self had been distracted from its fervor. And, sad that his heart's voice had been interrupted in its speaking to the ears of God, he said in front of the brothers: "Alas, what a worthless work that has such power over me that it can twist my mind to itself! I will sacrifice it to the Lord, whose sacrifice it has impeded. When he had said these words, he took the little vase and tossed it into the fire."

    ~Megs~

    PS this is in no way intended to be copywrite infringement. Just my wanting to share awesome words of wisdom.

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